looking forwad to the changes that overwhelm looking at the mast and seeing no captain at the helm how will i lead a life im not prepared to live what will i do when i have no more to give what wil life hold when i'm old and dried up when i am thristy now who will fill my cup what will i do with a life tender and new will i mold it into someone worth being will i look at it without really seeing where will i go when i have finished my task wondering about her and if i should ask thinking about an unexpected child being a father while i am still so young a wild what will i become, will i be any good wondering if i should wondering why i can't leave now wondering how to get around around the world and find myself more prepared the burden on my sholders is squared. living with a the consequences of my actions living with the torment from diferent factions looking forward to the future and what i will become looking to prove some wrong and live up to some