to vanish

Feeling: abandoned
well, what can i say.... these past few day have not been what i would call "good". heck, these past few days warrant the word "piss"... lately, i've been feeling so lost and alone, and abandoned.... i just have this horrible feeling that God is preparing me for something not so fun. i hate that feeling. i know that God is God, and he wants the very very very best for his children, so i'm trusting him.... plus he's put quite a few people in my life, to sho me love...becca boyd... what can i say.... you are the only reason i laugh right now... i'm just too down to smile... well, i'm out..... check ya.
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just thought id say hey =) nice diary xx xx

[Anonymous]

bummer. hopefully things will pick up for you. nice background

[Anonymous]

its courtney. dont be sad. its no fun at all. just enjoy life while you have it. smile more often and youll feel much much better; even if its for no reason. i was just gonna let you know im adding you to my friends tho. bye

[Anonymous]

Do you think GOD puts a special person there for a reason?Don't you question/wish if those people are permanent or temporary.Don't you wish you knew.

[Anonymous]

these pictures of the animal are cool man

[Anonymous]

Sometimes i wish you knew me. I'll keep wishing

[Anonymous]

i thought you had a MY LADY on a different page. are you a player? maybe there is a chance for my friend. please talk to her or play her at least.

[Anonymous]