yea..im talking to stephanie on the phone and tony on the comp,and im in a really good mood. everything is good between me and tony. i wrote him a really long note last night and i gave it to him this morning. i felt better getting alot of shit out. and he wrote back and it was really sweet. he said he was ganna write me another rap :) god i love him so much! hes sooo sweeet!!!!!! omg i cant lose him, i wont lose him!! i never thought id be like this again let alone more!!! ugghh! i cant explain it and it makes me so mad. tony makes me the happiest person in the world and i love it tony told me he figured out what hes getting me for my b-day and he wont tell me. i dont like it when ppl buy my stuff cuz i dont know how to except it. but i also think its wicked sweet and i like getting preasents lol hahaha guess whats really funny?! Daley and Jamie were laughing @ me cuz they think i stuff my bra! hahaha wow. thats really pathetic girls..just because i have a nicer chest then you and ur jealous doesnt mean you can start shit with me. haha fucking losers well...im out..maybe ill write more later tony..i love you with everything