Listening to: elliot smith - miss misery
Feeling: impish
The days go by so
slow...I want him
here now... I want
to hug him and kiss
him, and then punch
him in the face for
making me wait so long.
.....in 9 days.
I know how I feel
about the sex issue
and I know I shouldn't
be worrying about it
because there is no
need to.. not for a
while atleast.
I know who I am right
now, and so does he..
but what if we change
afterwards?.. he thinks
he will because he's
seen what it did to
his friends...
I know I'm not mature
enough for it yet, and
I still have a lot to
think about the subject,
but I just want to know
where I stand on the
issue... everytime he
asks what I think about
it, I can never tell
him a straight answer
because I just don't
know how I feel about it.
I promised myself I
wouldn't do it until I
was ready.. but what does
that mean?... I don't
even know what that means.
It feels good to be
with another virgin
that doesn't preassure
you... and I'm glad he
thinks so strongly of
it...
The bad thing about it
is, he's 18 I'm 17..we
haven't seen eachother
in 2 months..plus hormones
and liquor... they don't
mix.. haha.
I know what you feel. For the most part guys are stereotyped as being the pressuring type, wanting sex, but for those real deep relationships, it probably won't be an issue. As for people changing, well, some people change, but the people you really feel for can't change beyond what you like about them, or if they do, you can beat them back to what they were. 9 days huh? Same day as my girlfriend get's back! Hope all goes well! x
I'm having the same problems with the 'sex issue'. My hormones are saying one thing, but the rest of me isn't quite sure if I'm ready. Difficult being the age we are, eh?
aww..thats cool that you have someone like that..
dont get too worked up about sex, i mean unless youre saving yourself til you get married, because youll only get nervous, and that sucks.
erin
How did it go? Better than mine I hope!
Mike x
hahaha well i love the way you contemplated that....and you know if i may say...if you dont knwo when your ready, you will because youll allow yourself and feel right about it. thats how i see it anyways. :)