Listening to: Lunacy Fringe - The Used
Feeling: depressed
i hate university, i really do
i feel so alone right now, university makes me feel so alone
i know noone and im to in-secure to make friends with people
not to mention i ride the bus alone all the time, im always alone
i hate univeristy
being alone is one of my biggest fears, and thats all i can feel right now...
im afraid to loose the friends i have
and im so so so afraid to loose andy to the girls of u of m
i hate university
i feel so alone right now, im really upset
the tears wont stop....
its rough...
i want to go back to high school...
im so far gone now...
pam i know how you feel... change is one of the toughest things in a teenage girl's life. especially this one. the transfers from elementary to jwg to tci werent so bad cus we knew people still! i mean, at least you have me in academic writing 3 days outta 5. and believe me you wont lose me. if you lose andy (which i am 99% sure wont happen) then he wasnt worth it anyway. but you know he wont! hun dont worry about it. you worry more then i do! ..
and besides its only what day 4 of university? bite the bullet, talk with people around you, thats what i did in my drama class. you just need to not think about it and just say hi i'm pam how are you. a girl did that to me today, she was so nervous to be talking to me (that sounded concieted.... haha oops! i mean to talk to a new person) anyway, and it takes guts, WHICH I KNOW YOU HAVE!
anyways see ya tomorrow
I LOVE YOU ♥
yep pam i know how u feel too
i feel like a complete loser
like seriously this is so gay
im down for going back to tci
and there is sooooo many freakin people crammed into one class room, its worse than the bar....
uggggg
lol
well it will be done and over with soon
i think of it this way....we are only in school for 26 weeks....that doesnt sound soooo bad does it?!?!?!
good luck with school
♥jenna
bee...............happy