Listening to: bleeding through
ugggh
shes still in my mind. every song i listen to is almost about her. grrrrr
i wanna cut soooo bad
the urge is sooooo strong to but i dont think my friends will like that
i feel my dad doesnt really care about me anymore just the beaners he sponsors for my team. he has a better relationship with them than me. grrrr
i dont wana live anymore
i wanna drop out of hs
i wanna new life
i wanna new girl BADLY
i want someone i can tell everything to i mean everything
not just fukin jibber jabber. like i wanna fukin die shit
caz thats how i fukin feel right now
till::next::time
xxx
well i know you won't come to me to talk cuz we really aren't close but i'm always here to talk..or just listen if you like...im here for you.
feel better bucky! and just remember you have wonderful friends who love you!
damit dont cut u said it was stupied ur self i havent cut only cuz of u and im still not doing it even tho i want 2 more u you could even under stand. dont do it 4 ur self i dont know if u ever got as bad as me and u really dont want 2 go down the road trust me k and i want 2 talk 2 u so badly but u dont want 2 talk 2 me even know what the hell im going through i i really dont think u care but so u know i care that u feel this way... i care a lot