Feeling: placid
i hate guys
so much
and i hate him
hes suck an ass
why the fuck do i still care about him
he does nothing anymore
except hurt me
i dont get why i still care
possibly cuz hes my first love
he was so nice back then
now hes become an ass
why does he do this shit?
fuck, make plans with someone and keep them
dont call them off an hour and a half before they were to start
all cuz u wanna play fucking hockey with friends
meanwhile we planned to get together yesterday
bastard
7 months after we broke up and hes still breaking my heart
i cant believe him
im so mad
so hurt
im stupid to think that he could be nice anymore
stupid to believe all the things he promised me 7 months ago
im just stupid
hi! welcome to sit! I like ur diary. I can relate to that. 'Cept me and my ex haven't spoken for 5 months. That really hurts.
You're not stupid, you seem to have just wanted it to work. He's the retard for having left you. But don't worry, there are a few rare nice guys like me out there who'd give their right arms for a nice girl and who wouldn't lie, cheat, or hurt you. I'm just saying, if there's one of me out there, there are at least 10 for you to choose from. Things'll get better if you just don't force them to happen. Be happy and smile.
Poog.