allright. well 2day was the dumm basketball awards. i wa sthea for like 5 hours. boring. but w.e i saw ant n we talked.. but it wasnt long until he started talking bout kristin. wata shocker. i hate when he does that. he knows i still like him.. but he insists on talking to me about her so after the awards i went to her house n he calls her.. and then we were all talking n w.e n then i leave n go home. go online n start talking to him.. but i didnt really know wat 2 say.. so i guess i froze.. and i started to say like.. i never know wat 2 say to u for sum reason.. and then he started like actin all wierd n signed off. i hate that i can't talk 2 him.. we used to talk all the time.. n he used to make me feel so confortable about how i felt. and thats what i loved about him.. but now kristin has like changed him.. all he ever talks about is her.. meanwhile she like hates him.. which i dont get cause he's one of the nicest guys ive ever met. and hes adorable...and hott. but w.e i suck at talking and thats official. goodnight.