h'ok... time for a real update.... the last one was kinda pointless... so0o0o last night... i went mad suicidale... and i was screaming at myself (yes myself) and i was punching things for a good long while. and then i started slicing up my wrist pretty badly.... and that wasnt to good. so then i was lying on the floor in my room, and im just kinda like, UGH FUCK THIS SHIT. and i went walking... and then i sat in a park for a bit (it was 3 in the morning) and then i had nowhere to go... so I walked to provigo... and then I walked back home and had to get in thru the bathroom window. But im getting the vacation i asked for... Im going away for longer than a week... gonna get away from my family and friends and all that. I'm quiet excited... yup... i really hate updating twice a day. grrr. -Chelsea xoxox *sigh* Jason, i love love love love you...