Listening to: AFI - This Time Imperfect
Feeling: haunted
i am about to tell her something that is going to break her heart...and i'm dreading it, and i feel horribly about it...but it has to be done.
I'm going to tell her that I don't love her anymore...
it has to be done. I can't keep hurting her, its killing me. I want her to move on, i want her to be happy.
even if it means lying to her...
I want to die...
dying, or wanting to die, shall not solve anything.
people fall in and out of love.
youu should inform her as soon as possible.
i learned the hard wayy, unfortunatelyy.
lying to her even longer will onlyy cause more pain.
trust.