I would love to rant and rave about how upset I am about something and I am upset, but... I'm just sick of it. It's hot and cold. I want things to be normal again. I want to go and hang out with Nikki and Cavell and Leanna and joke around and be myself. I want to be accepted. I want friends. I want to get out of this fucking depressing slump. A particularily persistant slump thats lasted oh... four months. I'm such a horrible person and I don't even know why.