i've tweaked before but not this bad this is the worst its happened for a while now. it makes me a little aprehensive for the future. im failing almost every class MISERABLY i NEED to go home. it wont be the same unless i do. i need a good friend. someone to keep my ramblings at bay. to keep my hair parted and my pants up. maybe when the room is empty maybe when the bottle's full maybe when the door gets broke down maybe when im done with thinking you can think me whole. maybe when im done with endings this can begin maybe when youd hair gets darker maybe when your eyes get wide maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space maybe when im not so tired maybe you could step inside. maybe when i look for things i cant replace. i feel like maybe it could never happen.