Well good news is I have a place to stay for awhile. I think. Now the bad news is I'm in alot of pain and I have no idea what is wrong. I have an idea what it is but god hoping that's not what it is. If it is I don't think I will really tell any one I'm close to. Just kind of keep it to myself. I do have one really close friend who is on here and I know in person but I don't think he checks my journal any more. Well because he knows I have been offline. I wont' be seeing him for awhile either *sighs*. I'm fourty minutes away from him and have no idea what his work schdule is like. I have to go back to orange county Mon & Wen.I might see him Wen. He said he will be off work early that day. If I can I will be seeing him then so he can help me get a job. Which I really need then I can get my own place and get all settled. Any was gotta run I'm going swimming with Rene. bye bye for now my sweeties