i give up im threw with it all im sick of all your lies making me feel like im the only one but its clearly not the truth because i will clearly never be yours because you would rather not be mine im sorry i cant make you as happy as she can and buy you everything you could ever want im sorry im not so perfect and im sorry i dont change the way i am to make others happy... so fuck it im done. its over fuck you fuck it all i give up i have tried 2 hard just to end up back here again