Listening to: tiny cities made of ashes
Feeling: heartbroken
So... i guess.. thats that.
i thought i was getting over this whole, indiana sucks thing....
i guess not....
it was just an allusion of what i wanted and of time....
its never gunna be nething.....
i thought i didnt deserve YOU...
wut was I THINKING?
Who was it? Why did she hurt you! How dare her hurt Scotty! :( Call me
scott.
o man.
what happened???
geeze i love you.
ok so today at like 730 i called you. so it was 10 30 there. and i was sure you'd be in school right. i wanted to leave you a message saying i was thinking about you. because i had a cd i made in the summer with the "hidden" afi song. i dunno and i thought of you. so i called you. but your phone rang. and so i got nervous and clicked off. cuz maybe your mom had it. or you didnt have
it would ring in class or something. and i didnt want to get you in trouble.
so the point of the story is i called you. but whimped out cuz i thought your mom might pick up. but i was thinking about you.
i wrote you a note today! :D. arent you happy?
can i make your sit diary pretty for you?
cuz... uh...i dont like this picture...hahaha sorry. i love you though.
and i hope you had a good day. but i can tell you didnt. i want you
happy.
ugh. i hate her so much.
so this means you talked to her.
if you want you can call me sometime this weekend.
i just miss you so much lately.
im sorry your sad.
i dont know what to say.
i can tell you it will be easier. but that doesnt help how your feeling right NOW. on account it gets easier LATER
i can tell you im here for you, but here means california. if you ever need a friend though. im here for you to talk to,
but i know you know that too.
so i love you.
and well i think your wrong. in your entry. you DONT deserve her.
you know why???
you deserve SOOOOOOOOO much more.
someone BETTER.
someone perfect.
you desreve someone as great as you.
which, i wont lie, is going to be WAY hard to find
she doesnt desreve YOU as well.
cuz your perfect. and shes the anti that.
well i hope you feel better.
and i love you. < 3 < 3
scott... be happy. i mean yah, i admit indiana does really blow ass, but i mean atleast i'm here and i love you so it can't be HALF bad... right?
well all i have left to say is we need to hang out more and then people will be like twice as jealous and want our sex. gimme a call.
xoxo alyssa.
hmmm... feel better. :0]
mickey.