my close friends hate me now. fucking great. all becuz of the whole deal with him. long story short for you people who dont know whats going on: went out with best friends ex, best friend hates me, turns my friends against me, bf leaves me, and then im fucked. i can offcially say, my life sucks. im ready to just fucking die. my aunt comes tomorrow, what a great fucking thing, she can sit there and judge me like always. i bet ill be even more happy. tonight i seem to enjoy the word fuck. i can use it in many ways. fuck my life. fuck toni. fuck gatlin. fuck cassie. fuck school. this fucking sucks.