well, school is starting soon. im feeling depressed here, and starting to feel depressed here. i feel distant. i guess im starting to feel replaced, which is lame i know i shouldn't. things will be normal again when i get back, but for now these are only excuses. eh still. whatever. im just being a baby, ill get over it. i just miss my friends. surprisingly i really miss my mom, i have been talking to her everyday for like ten fifteen minutes. ive really been trying to fix that relationship. i have a new goal to not have anyone be mad at me anymore from now on. i wanna be well liked. and i dont want a stressful year. so my goals are no drama, anywhere anyhow. to keep this group because i am truly so happy around them, i really love them. keep up with school and keep the leadership skills.