Listening to: none
Feeling: nostalgic
there was a time when i had your phone number memorized. it now escapes my mind because i haven't bothered to call in so long. but that doesn't matter, you call enough for the both of us.
you ask me why i won't let you read my poems everytime you see me writing, but i don't have the guts to tell you that i'd rather have someone who appreciates my writing read them. i finally give into your nagging and hand over my notebook. just like i thought, you read one, then go back to telling me your high school drama queen problems. i pretend to listen while my thoughts wonder off to another world and you have no idea that i just don't care. i try to convince myself that it's no your fault that you're so clueless and self-absorbed, but i don't think it's working.
time passes so slow when i'm around you. i've learned to turn my ears off and keep my mouth shut. when i open my mouth, somehow what leaves my lips turns into something different by the time it gets to your ears. so i don't talk and i let my thoughts go where they'd like.
you have a way of driving me crazy without even trying. i ignore you more each time i see you. i avoid your calls more frequently everytime you call. the more you try to get to me, the harder i push you away. i'm lonely for everyone, but i'm not lonely for you.
haha my brushing habits are um..not so great haha but im gonna start getting better at that. and i have no cavities. ive only had like on cavitie in my life and it was back in like 3rd grade i think.
((fear before the march of flames are fucking awesome))
oh ha thanks by the way :P
haha yeah dont go overboard. a shit load of piercings looks really bad.
what piercing were you thinking bout getting?
<3
sweet
well fuck yes you can add me
ill add you too:)
you put things into words very well