Oh god…just the feeling of his soft tongue took all my depressing thoughts away. When I breathed in I could smell the cigarette smoke on his clothes... After about 20 minutes of that I decided o needed to go home, even though I didn’t want to. He told me he loved me. I said nothing… Him- alright…bye bye pookie And then he kissed me. Me- ill see you around baby. Then I started walking home. Right after I turned the corner I starting smiling like crazy. I knew I was blushing. And then I started to laugh. No one knew how happy I was. I don’t think I even knew. ‘We’re back together’. It kept going through my head. AHHH!!! (I knew I was mad but who gives a shit if you’re happy about it?) I started running home…ha, I needed exercise anyways, and I had to call Tati. When I got home I ran inside, grabbed the phone, slammed my door, and started dialing. Tati- hi (in a tired scratchy voice) Me- guess what just happened!! Tati- I don’t know Me- guess!!! Tati- I don’t know tell me Me- guess!!! Tati- MARYLIN Me- ok, we made up! Tati- who? Me- DUH! Me and Jake!!! Tati- well how was I supposed to…what? Me- me-and-Jake-are-back-together Pause Tati- you know he’s just going to break your heart again? WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! This was not the response I was looking for Tati- Why would you fall back into his arms again? Me- (speechless) I slumped into my chair Tati- I know he’s going to hurt you again I hadn’t thought about that yet…or the pain he put me through, I could only think of the good times we had together. Me- well tell me then, what the hell would you have done if a guy you loved was on his on his knees begging for you? Tati- but dude, he fucking cheated on you Me- yea…but it sure seemed like he was sorry when I saw him… Tati- I still think you’re an idiot Me- what the fuck man? I did what any girl in my position would have done. You just don’t know Tati- I guess you’re right Me- I gotta go. I might call you when I get to the cabin or something Tati- alright, see ya later Me- bye It was 2.46. I couldn’t wait to go. It was going to be so awesome. I grabbed all my shit I hadn’t packed yet. Like my toothbrush, a brush, my makeup and some more hair dye incase me and Sarah got bored. Haha. I looked at the clock again and it said 3.06, I put on my coat and said goodbye to my folks. I shut the door outside and sat down on the step.