I’ve been listening to some music that I haven’t listened to for along time. This one song brought back memories when Josh and I were together. It made me realize how much I miss him and how much I hate that I pretty much kicked him out of my life. I haven’t talked to him since March. If I do call him I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to do anymore. I remember him telling me he is going to be back for my birthday but that was when we were dating. I really doubt he’s going to come see me.