Wow, I feel like i havent written here in forever and its only been a week. Well this week went by super fast. I dont even remember what I did. Well last night, me and lucy went out. We just drove around for a little while...nothing special. We went to a pipe store. That was fun! I was so close to getting one, but she told me to look around at other shops before i get one. I wanted tonight to be so much fun, but...I'm stuck at home doing nothing! I wanted to go out sooooo bad, but my mom wouldnt let me. I'm just sitting here watching Dead Poets Society. I've seen it like 7 times in the past 3 days...don't ask why. This week has been a little weird. Like Tuesday was just weird. I was feeling really bad for myself and i just cried for hrs trying to figure stuff out about myself. My mom thought I was sick and she kept asking what was wrong...but I never tell her cause she doesnt understand...no one really does. Well tomorrow, I'm gonna try my hardest to get out of the house. I have to, I start school Tuesday...7:30 am computer science class, Its gonna suck ass! grrrrrrrr Well, I'm gonna go back to watching my movie...Till next time!