i really hate myself. i hate my body i hate my life i hate people who pretend to be my friends i hate food i hate waking up i hate fashion models i hate being sick i hate being sad i hate it being sunny at christmas time i hate being alone all the time i hate how i cant stop eating all the fucking time i hate that i cant just have kate moss's body. i hate cookies, and pie, and christmas food. i want santa to bring me a gym pass. okay, i'm done.