Feeling: horrible
so, i dont stay friends with people long.
my fault? could be.
who knows.
all i know is that i dont like it.
i dont like not having anyone stable in my life.
i dont think i did anything wrong?
it wasnt my fight.
i tried being a good friend.
i guess i failed. again.
today was the worst day of this year.
and my "best friends" were not there for me either.
even when they saw me crying.
great, huh?
bye.
we both texted you like 10 times steph ..we both assumed that you didnt want us to be there for you ...
well i donno whats gonna happen but obviously im gonna hate mat and if we continue to be friends hes gonna have to deal with that and not be a jackass...which if you dont wanna deal with that its fine
sorry about today i assumed that you were just gonna be with mat and be like fuck you too
so i donno i guess we can talk about it later
im sorry about that message but like i said why should i lie for him.
p.s. steph best friends goes both ways so thats why i was frustrated before i shoudl have went up to you today but you could have too
i would have been there
but you wouldn't have cared
im sorry i made a lot of assumptions...and i shouldnt have
especially assuming to believe anything mat says
but i still heart you and i hope things
are cleared up now.
: )
now go be like a rabbit!
haha
ttyl soon
bryanna
p.s. i just want you to know that even tho mat will never ever be considered a friend to me again that i will never expect you to choose sides and i will still be hear for you when you do need me and wont link his actions to you ever again
i don't either.
i feel bad.