Listening to: tegan and sara
Feeling: bouncy
last night i had a dream.
it was HORRIBLE
i've never been so devastated in any of my dreams before
promise me you'll never die.
don't just leave me like that.
oh i felt so lost
so hurt
heartbroken
it was horrible.
- - - - - -
you may think of me as
"depressed"
"always down"
"pessimistic"
"bitchy"
i don't know.
but i'm not.
always.
i have my bad and ugly moods and i just happen to write those ones down.
please don't judge me from my journals.
please
please
please
its annoying and i won't like you.
who died. ¿
im sorry. i dont think of you that way. just everything you write is. and im not saying its bad at all...i dont know. im sorry.
hey, i had a horrible dream very recently as well. someone i love died in mine too. it's the most helpless, awful feeling EVER. i woke up with tears in my eyes :( i hope you are feeling better about it. i have just tried not to think of mine.
nice diary, i like it :)
-holly brooke
and i know you better. and i dont see you as a depressed or sad person.
i should have gone to golden spoon with you haha.
and you. miss skinny minny. need to gain weight. :)
see sharla. this is another reason why we're alike.
only the good entires are when you have so much emotion, and usually its not a happy emotion when you feel like expressing it.
in the summer i MAYBE made an entry a week or so. just you know, like updating. i had nothing interesting to say.
but now i write all the time. and its usually not important or significant, but i dont know it helps? i dont know. i get it. it doesnt mean your
depressed. it was just, you felt liek writing or something. i dont know. i get it. but i cant make sense of it. haha
and bad dreams are the wrost. im sorry.