i hope u feel less lonely soon! i'm in the same boat as you.

there are worse things than

being alone

but it often takes decades

to realize this

and most often

when you do

it's too late

and there's nothing worse

than

too late. -bukowski.

which im sure you noticed hahaha. but i felt like i shuold say that again. because you said that there is nothing worse. and sometimes it really does feel that way. becaues isnt our goal in life to procreate and have companionship with someone...

...we're physically programmed to be with someone. so maybe there really is nothing worse.