Feeling: numb
Impure and worthless
Dirty and used
Mommy will be angry
Defiled and abused
Forced, i didn't want it
Please don't hate me
Mommy i'm sorry
Bad thoughts leave me be
Abandoned and stained
Pathetic and weak
Kind words of comfort
From mommy i seek
No solace you give me
A heart made of stone
I'm sorry i hurt you
...can i make it alone?
i was trying to tell the two people who wanted to know what it meant that "i did that to a sixth grader on vacation"(which meant-- i told a sixth grader on vacation what it meant and it didn't go over too well) but he thought i meant something else.
nice going, huh?
if i lived in the south pole you could definately come live with me. =]