It's been a long time since I've gotten on. This last year, I've changed, and I'm sorry. I'm trying to understand what I am, who I am, Who I want to be, what I want to do with me life.... I've been making dumb decisions again. If dumb would mean being with somebody who doesn't understand me as much as I thought. Brainwash. That's all it's been. I've lost the real me, and the ability to put my feelings and thoughts into words. I've lost a lot... of me. incongenitibly, of course. I want the hurt to go away but that's hard when I keep burying myself in it. I needed time to get myself back together, but I simply put it on hold. I'll be back on sitd much more though. Hope to hear from you soon.
^.^ hi.
oh haha it was, thank you!
Anything new with you?
It's been a long time since I've gotten on. This last year, I've changed, and I'm sorry. I'm trying to understand what I am, who I am, Who I want to be, what I want to do with me life.... I've been making dumb decisions again. If dumb would mean being with somebody who doesn't understand me as much as I thought. Brainwash. That's all it's been. I've lost the real me, and the ability to put my feelings and thoughts into words. I've lost a lot... of me. incongenitibly, of course. I want the hurt to go away but that's hard when I keep burying myself in it. I needed time to get myself back together, but I simply put it on hold. I'll be back on sitd much more though. Hope to hear from you soon.
oh, I don't know, I think you're on my friends list still...
hmm yesterday was my birthday. =D
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aw it's nice to hear from you too.
how have you been?
I'm going to be 18 tomorrow =]
you should get on myspace once in a while lol I'm on there a lot.
noo it's the same username, I'm just never online.
sorry lol I'll try and be on more often.