Cold

by brokenwords on December 3, 2004 at 4:00 PM

Feeling: bleh

hey...i randomly chose my mood! hahaha i am having like a battle of the music with my dad and brother! and mine is sooo much better! Green Day VS The Ultimate Charles Daniels band? yeah i think i win way more! and it is so cold! i have a cd case on my foot and it is like shakin hahaha! OÃ Vay...i am in a Good mood! i ♥ it! i slept in late today...felt good but then i had to work on that project so i can go on the trip...and then i went to rite aid to see my sisters pictures she took! EWWWWWWWWW: she took a picture of me in her car on tuesday i think and it is so HIDEOUS! i hate it with a passion! which implies i hate me and that is soooo true! haha. i had an OK day nothing really really good except a little but the people who know are like the only ones who will know what that was! Sorry....cuz so many ppl read this NOT...like the 2 i told are the only ones who are reading it! so whatever! it is all good. OÃ...i need ppl to talk to online! Get it? yeah ya should haha! i will write more later

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oh. thanks so much!

&same thing goes to you !:]

ps.

i`m gonna add you to my friends.

lol.

[Anonymous]

thank you. :]

i live in LA

[unrestrained]

i wasnt talking about a guy

i was talking about God

and surrendering my broken heart...

crushed it lay still today

[quietrose]

yeah.

aim : dontletitheal

&she doesnt have a boyfriend. but that doesnt mean your depressed. so i have to care about her. but she doesnt about me.

thats what it comes to. no one cares about you. but you have to care about others. its so stupid. why make other people feel better &make you`r self feel like crap?

your mouth shut. so not more problems start. &may have a chance of losing the rest of things you have. &me &my friends are losing touch. like we stay with eachother at school. but they dont realize what going on in my life. &one of them keeps saying shes depressed. BUT SHES NOT. she says that because she thinks shes fat &ugly &she doesn

thats true. my school is only preppy girls &guys! &some punks &skaters. &all the little popular people are preppy &sluts. &their life is like perfect. &friends should be there for you. no matter what. i mean. if my friend was in pain. id be there with them every step of the way. even if they dont care about me. i dont know. i`m just like that. sometimes no. like you. i speak my mind too. &everybody knows that. but sometimes you gotta keep

style is. &if you dont have it. then everyone hates you. picks on you. or whatever. &you can lose you1r friends because your school hates you.

but whatever. &most of these girls nowa days. are all perfect whores. so don`t worry about them. they realize nothing &care about nothing but themselves.

awe. im glad that he is there for you. everyone deserves someone. &about your friends. their life is probably all good. &they dont realize the pain that youre going through.

thats what i hate about most people. they dont care if youre in pain. but if theyre in pain. you have to fucking care. or hell breaks loose.

you know. &i agree with the media is like the bible. you have to have pretty hair. makeup. parasuco or whatever the

*&brag about how perfect their life is.

i know what you mean. they just dont understand it because nothing is wrong with their life. &because you seem happy. doesnt really mean you are.

when you need to talk to someone. you should talk to someone who actually KNOWS whats happening. i mean like someone who can cheer you up. or know what it feels like. cause my friends are like your friends. they dont know what to say. so they just to play it out &say some stupid things that hurt. &

yeah. &like you try to tell them whats going on. because theyre like your best friends. but they dont understand when you are telling them. or they just dont care &are pretending they do. &they dont know what to say so they say randomness &they don`t know the things their saying is actually hurting you even more.

&you just feel so alone.

haha as far as I know it's not a song. I got it off a quote site.

I see you used it on here, glad you like it :)

Cool diary!

And thanks for the comment!

Emilie

oh lol oops my bad. i read it wrong then loll

no, not really....lol

[makebelieve]

yeah i did write that. :]

&thank you.

that means alot to me.

i just write how i feel. &i`m sure if you did that too. it would come out better then mine.

:]

MY Bologna has a first name it's O-S-C-A-R! my bologna has a second name it's M-A-Y-E-R! I love to eat it every day and if you ask me why I'll say! sAY! SAY! cause Oscar Mayer has a way with B-O-L-O-G-N-A!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥Arika, oh and I'm not a <b>DUDE</b> I'm a dude-ette!

I have yet to find a picture of me that I don't hate, lol

not really, I'm just intimidated by those people with like, 90 comments haha

-Becka

hahaha...you so crazy!

YEA! THAT'S BECAUSE YOU KEEP GOING AHEAD OF ME!! Hun, take it one comment at a time...lol

I'm so friggin lost, it ain't even funny...this must be how Antonette feels, hahaha, I MADE A FUNNY!

confusion hahaha, you lost me sweet♥...take it slower...word by word!!! lol

zahahaha...LOSER!!!! lol...just kidding you know I l♥ve ya!

hahaha...it's Atreyu, but it's a Bon Jovi song originally....duhhh!!!!!

haha...tell your dad that I said....whaddup!! lol... oh, and I would choose Green Day too...

It's durn cold in Connecticut!

Leave me comments please!