Listening to: Seether- Your Bore
Feeling: vacant
You make me feel like I'm a whore
Like I'm the one who's there to bore you now
It's always gonna be this way...
Cuz I can't seem to show you what you want to see
I can never give you anything you need.
I'm sick of wasting time on
what can never be...-Seether, Your Bore
Was I blind, ungaurded, naive? Or were you just misleading, dishonest, playing games? And now I think I get the picture, it's starting to make sense.Miss Go-gotter can't go-get-him and Mr. Go-get-her doesn't want me. At a glance I see; you; her; no me. And why am I surprised? Miss Independent,Miss do-it-on-her-own; why should she care? When was it not alright to be alone? Oh yeah, I remember now; because she got tired of the false hopes, the one-night hook-ups of failing promise, hook-up followed by hang-up, proposition ended by silence, hope denied by some cute little blonde. Used, abused, call me up next time you're lonely. I'll be sure to be out. Miss Untouchable was touched; didn't I warn you about this? Don't let go, don't reach out, don't stop being on top;Top of the game, ahead of the race, above the rest; Safe. When did Miss Solitude prefer dinner for two? Forget-me-not, touch-me-not, now leave-me-not; You did. I'd give up, but I'm done flying solo. One night here, one night there; won't anyone come along and try to make the feeling last?
Carrie : (
wow. If only someone would let me in, I'd keep her heart warm forever
No trip, that sucks.
Promise me you will always keep on writing, J.
Without Wax - JBN
Reply to
Anon:
Warmth? what's that? Through these years the warmth I've felt is temporary and artificial; a heat lamp on a short circuit; one night is all it lasts. I was kissed by the sun once, but now it's winter, dark and cloudy, no sunny face beside me. I know love doesn't matter now, but damn, I wouldn't mind giving it a test drive.
There is no complete cold. There is still warmth in your heart, at least the potential for it. And as I long to give it, someone will for you.
Take it from somone on the other side of the spectrum.she never notices my true feelings and it kills me.maybe hidden in your shadows awaits your love
Avril Lavigne- I'm With You.
How else to put it?