i came to the realization today that life is just a mixture of pain and truths with a spark of happyness that can only keep you going for a short while in a good healthy living condition while the pain just drives you on, it keeps you going giving you hopes that maybe just maybe you'll be able to find happyness someday i don't want the bullshit people say anymore they say they are ok, or they say i like you or things like that to make them feel better about themselves i've had enough i want the motherfucking truth even if it brings me pain