today i guess i woke up good but sometyhing is alwasy in the back of my head. I am all confused of my feelings and i just feel like dying because of all the memories and pain i want to forget. im happy thatt im going to a new school but im going to miss my friends and some of the bastards that crossed my path. i just know that i feel empty adn that i need something. any how, happy memorial day even though i personally dont like this country (im from chile) stil i thank those who died for making bush our idiotic president!