Wow, so a whole bunch of people are out of town. They all return. . Stef - 7 days Alex - like 14 days i think Chris - 9 days Mason - 6 days I think i can deal. Caroline, Stef, and I leave in 14 days. Woohoo! i cant wait. I need a damn vacation. Ive been walking with my mom alot lately. Just like, random walks with her around my neighborhood. Its nice. I have missed talking to her. She understands things well. I mean, dont get me wrong, most of my friends are great to talk to, but i am kinda embarrassed to tell them certain stuff that just comes easier with my mom. I dunno. . maybe im just weird. My aunt Terri came in from Texas. She left again this morning, and i was seriously considering going back with her, for reasons of my own. But alas, i did not. Going with her would have been a wonderful escape from all of the shit here, AND i would have been THAT much closer to what i want. . . but i figured that running away isnt the answer. And that if i am going to be happy here, then i need to be happy HERE. I dont have much of a choice other than that. Hopefully florida will give me enough distance and time to really figure out all the crap that has been such a burden for the past few weeks. God, i hope so. . .