i feel like crying.and noone cares.damn.well i know people care...and im not trying to be one of those depressed types and all...but its just been one of those days.and im very emotional and i dunno why.and i tried to call Jose but noone answered.i wish we could talk.i need to talk to someone about what that guy has been doing to me.i just got a weird phone call from that guy and its freaking me out...ugh..well i gotta go