yesterday i had a halloween party, it was really cool, i had a lot of fun, firts time i was happy for a long time. On friday i had to cut myself bcuz of benji, well it was bcuz i was depressed and stuff... I still havent talk to benji, and that fucking sucks!!!! i miss him really badly, but i dont wanna sound like pathetic person obsessed with a guy, lol (i think i am, lol). Anyways thats my life for today, happy halloween!!!