yesterday was daisy's party, i got drunk with vodka, i can remeber almost everything, but i know i said so many lame things... and i think i told my friend: melissa wants to make out with u; and it was suppossed to b a secret, i think she's mad at me. im sure i didnt do anything i can regret, like kissing someone or anything, im completely sure, i love benji dammit! i was so damn freaked out bcuz i thought my parents were gonna pick me up drunk from the party, but luckly my friend went with me an di didnt talk in the car, and when i got home i run up straight to my bedroom, to sleep. the worst thing is that im taking antibiotics, and u arent suppossed to drink when u are tking medicines... so at night i had this terrible headache and chills all over my body. luckly im ok now, i dont have a hangover, not like the one at the beach.., that was really bad. i think i said stuff about my cutting, i think my friends knew, but i think i made it worse. anyways im sleepy, well not really, g2g, bye...