now i have one check off of my "non-substance birthday list" -peace. thank god. too bad i'm the one that always has to do these things. well too bad HE'S the immature one. now i just have one more check to check him. i don't think that it will ever happen but if it does i'll be the happiest girl in the world. can someone just come and save me? please? if his life is so perfect right now why can't mine be? karma? i didn't do anything bad! he's the one that was the ass... okay. i shouldn't be saying this. we are friends now. no more shit talking. this is gonna be a difficult thing to end. freaking staurday. my day. my chance. i pray that he will __________________ who knows. meow. bad. bad. bad conversation. trying to bring back stupid memories. he obviously doesn't know that saying those things has an effect and causes salt water to flow from my eyes once again.