Listening to: girl(s) in a coma - that demo
Feeling: clean
i leave this weekend for over a month. it;s only 8 hours away. Maine College of Art, so i can paint and ruin more clothes with permanent splotches. i guess i don;t care that much about the ruining of clothes, i'll wear them anyway...
i am torn tho. as much as i want to go and paint my heart out, i get a rush of excitement thinking of working my ass off in such an environment, part of me wants to stay here.
time destroys all; hopefully we can withstand this amount of time and the added distance. sigh. it;ll be hard, but not impossible. though here comes madame celibecy again. :) ever so pure am i. as you wish.
Cute kitty you have running around your screen. I got him to sit on your shoulder.. it was cute! have fun at Maine College of Art... sounds like a good time.
look..I know theres more conflict then that, you can see it right through your words about it. It isnt as I wish, commitments a double edged sword and
you know where I stand on the issue. Its okay to express your own doubts through others but the fact of the matter is if the conflict really does
bring you down feel free to be just that. I hate this letter limit. Anyway, sorry to get serious here but it is just that, serious. Read your thoughts
and please do try to attempt at a modicum of honesty with yourself and me as well.As you wish.
and please do try to attempt at a modicum of honesty with yourself and me as well.As you wish.
the value of luxury goods
sales worldwide - high fashion
clothing, top-of-the-line
autos... - exceeds the gross
national products of two-thirds
of the world's countries