not too many guys can put up with the shit that i do.. i am so lucky to have found one that does. i don't think he understands how happy he makes me. if i didn't have him right now.. i would be a mess. the Raymond shit would kill me.. but he reminds me that i can move on from Raymond.. and that there are way better guys out there for me. he is my proof that i will be ok. i truly am lucky.