Listening to: silligum diaboli
Feeling: longing
have you ever felt lonely
when you went to a place
with lots of people
even if you arent alone?
i have
its just
i walk around with whoever i'm with
i look around me
and i see millions of couples
either on double dates
or single ones
and i wonder why im not like them
why i cant find a guy who loves me
just like these couples do
it seems so unfair
though fairness has nothing
to do with it
it also reminds me of my past
with him
we would cuddle and itd be enough
i could see us going to something like that
holding hands
cuddling
all that stuff
i miss it
i miss him
i dont want to because i know its over
theres no way ill get him back
my heart just wont let go.
maybe im just not sure if i want it to.....
Haha have I? I've been heartbroken maybe like 4 or 5 times in this year. And yes I do hate being alone. How about you?
sometimes we just cant let go of that one the one that changes everything and its hard to deal with i'll admit but you'll get through it and i know what you mean feeling alone when your with a ton of people, horrible feeling isnt it? if you ever need someone to talk to i can be there for you
i know there are a lot of us on here, but let me asure you. i'm genuine. i enjoy giving help. i've done it for my friends all my life. so if you need an opinion on an event in your life, just have a question or have a problem that no one understands leave me a message and ill give you my fullest attention.