things have taken a turn its really wierd i still want love but im in a situation where i want noone to love me i cant explain id rather keep it to myself dont want to burden anyone with my problems but there is someone i cant stop thinking about noone anyone knows a name i may have mentioned but not gone into full detail about i dont know what i feel for him all i know is he makes me feel like i am good the way i am that i am worth it that i am special i dont care if it goes anywhere but im glad i know him hes one of my favourite people to talk to he could be the one to save me