my day went wonderfully Jon is totally rad --he brought me candy :) he was a totally cool servant not allowed to say "slave" :p ..many people told him how bad they felt because he was stuck with me for the day..haha I dont blame them* I dont like me either :) --I met Krysten she is really nice :) [_unless its all an act..im so self-concious_] --nothing out of the ordinary happened today.. ..but Mr.Ruberti yelled at me because well..I changed but I didnt bother to particpate :x just because I dont care ..and he was yelling at me saying like *ahhh I told mrs.blowers ..blah*blah*blah ..totally blocked it out just because I dont care* and yeahh --Some people seriously shouldnt talk about other people being conceeded and shit ..because most people who dont think they are conceeded really are* I hate the way people talk nowadays Im so old fashioned-yahh know back when we all got along Ive been thinking about ..Jonathan*Martin*Konik lately [_Kevan looked me in the eye today and smiled_] ..stuff like this almost never happens to girls like me I made a picture.. ..I dont care if you dont like it.. ..But I like it.. ..Im not obsessed.. ..Its just a longing.. oBsEsSiOn desire depression mEg