I feel balanced. I dont think ive ever felt balanced before. I dont even think I really feel balanced. none of that made sense. :) I put a picture of me here. A MILLION YEARS AGO. or so it seems. I wanted to update it. not like anyone will care though. that's so you. it doesnt even look like me. none of my pictures look like me. im not photogenic what-so-ever. anywhooooo. my night last night was crazy fun. I hung out with adults; and I call it crazy fun. how lame am I? o_O

ANYWHOO.

I FINALLY GOT TO SEE BIG TOM! [ that still means nothing to anyone but me. ] I missed him tons. But he's still himself & it's great! [= Me, Krissy, my aunt & Big Tom went to see Lester & Erin. I love them, they're so much fun. and they're really witty. it was great. big tom couldnt get me & krissy anything. no one would pick up their phones ]= WHO DOESNT ANSWER THEIR PHONES? lmao. but yeah. we hung out there for like 3 hours. then we took a cab home. and Me & Krissy hung out at her house for the rest of the night because Big Tom cant go to Krissy's house until .. tuesday. because of the order of protection her mom filed against him. so my aunt & big tom stayed together. and me & krissy had the house to ourselves. crazyyyyyyy fun. we drank some .. but not enough to get crunk. eh. the end. lmao. PSSSS. Tomorrow, I get to see Nigel ♥ im very happy. I havent seen him since thursday. Hey Hey .. you came around again. ♥