You want an update on my life? well not much has happened, and not much has chnaged. I am still depressed, i think that when school starts i might be a little more happier. I am still alone, maybe when school starts i will meet someone. Well I can hope that I will meet someone. I really need someone. But if i do meet someone, he has to be understanding and beable to accept me for who i am. now most poeple would think that that means that i am saying that i am a little different in personalitly. but when i say that, i mean that i am different in the looks area. Someone who i meet has to look past how i look and see who i really am. Not that many guys out there will do that. It is really hard to find someone when you arn't attractive. I am going to be entering the 11th grade. Boy do i feel old. I mean 2 more years till highschool is over. Then it is of to life for all of us. I mean i thought the carefree days would last a little longer than they did. But today nothing happened. I sat here and did nothing. I never do anything, because i don't have anyone to do it with. well if i keep going on in this entry i am going to go on forever feeling sorry for myself. Comment if you like, it is not like any of you care.