I've decided to have a girls night. And all out, just us girls, no guys allowed party thing. who wants to come? Its going to be great, a chance for us girls to just relax and get away :) Yay, bring on the hot guy movies, and lots and lots of chocolate :) So other than my recent revelation, I went to the doctors today. Nothing really serious, I am perfectly fine, everyone can stop worrying about me now ;) So I didn't go to school today, will tomorrow. I am going to look forward to seeing some of my friends. I miss my friends. and now I have 2 people on my hit list.... Other than that its been a boring day. Edit I saw the list that I did in everyone else's Journals...and now i just feel...upset, and depressed, and cheated really. I feel cheated out of life. I have experienced so little, and it gets me upset and depressed. I feel left behind, and inexperienced, like a child. I just want to...I dunno what I want. I want life experiences, I want love, I want to belong, and just to....to know.... =(