by gcrocks
ok...i need advice...u kno that guy zach that i was talkin' about 2 entries ago and i said that i don't like him...well...him and rita broke up...and i started likin' him again...well...today my friend told him that i like him and she asked him if he would ask me out(he said no)and i got on the bus(which just happens to be the same one he rides cuz he lives 3 doors down) and started thinkin'...i said that i don't like him anymore...and i told my friend courtney(his ex)that and she refused to believe me at first but i think i finally made it clear that i didn't like him...well...i got home...and i started thinkin' about him...and i started wishin' that he liked me and that we could go out...and then i was just like...crap...i think i like him...but i don't wanna like him...but at the same time i do...but since he "knows" that i like him he probably won't talk to me(that's what happend last time he found out i liked him which i fixed by simply tellin' that i didn't like him when he asked me if i did)and now i'm not gonna be able to decide if i like him or not cuz i'm not gonna get to talk to him and that's how i usually find out if i like someone...i talk to them and if they'll flirt with me i like them...J/K...that's not tru...but i still won't be able to figure out wether i like him or not unless i get to talk to him...and i hav no idea what to do!! if anyone readin' this has any idea of what i should do tell me...PLEASE!!!!
well...except for all that today was a pretty good day...it wasn't Valentine's Day!! YAY!! i hate Valentine's Day...it's just some stupid holiday made to make the people without Valetine's feel horrible....and it works!! uggggg! but anyway...tyler is bein' a real a**hole lately...but now that i think about it...b4 we started goin' out(October 29)he acted like that and it turned out that he was "flirting"(it worked cuz we were together until January 11!!) i just don't go along with it now...today i kinda got pissed at him...and i don't remember why...but my friend _ _ _ _ likes him so i'm gonna end havin' to talk to him sooner or later for her...uggg..well...i gotta go...i haven't finished all my homework yet...bye bye!!
Well hopefully the whole situation with your "crush" works out. I don't really know what to say, other than the fact that sooner or later you will realize whether or not you truly like him. Good luck with that.
Today was a much better day than yesterday, I hate Valentines Day as well, I've always spent it alone.
♥Dizzle
who is _ _ _ _ ?? is that me?? CUZ I DONT LIKE ZACH ANYMORE!!
Its Bright Eyes..
[funkybreaht}
are u the anonymous's on there?
im the anonymous..sry i forgot to put my name
~rita...
what do u mean how did me and him become good friends?
You diary is SOO hard to read!!
check out my diary !!
Hope you had fun at the beach !!
what do you mean by my icons?? omg i like ur background.. did u draw that??
~margarita7477