i can't do this nemore...i can't act like nothin' bothers me...i can't live like this...why is it that when ur open with someone and u want them to be open with u they just won't open up!?! i don't get it...and i hate it!!! i mean...uggg...i can't explain...i hate this...well...let's put it this way...i'm finally gettin' over u kno who...but he's finally actin' a lil more like he cares!!!