Today seemed lyke the day from hell... my friends got mad at me cuz i kept ignoring them only becuz i found out something that made me really depressed so i didnt wanna be around anyone. At lunch i just walked around trying to find somewhere to just be alone but there were people everywere i almost left school but then i thought that it would only make things worse. I don*t know wut to do now it seems Ive lost everything worth living for. but now I*ll lose it forever. No one understands that ive kept soooo much inside of me and now it*s to late to take it all back...if only i could. I wish i could just go back to the beginning when everything was so perfect but i fuck everything up and now i have to pay for it. Theres nothing anyone could say or do to make me myself again ive changed so much... it seems lyke yesturday was a million years ago. i was once unbreakable but now im nothing -Lindsay