ok, so today i had me first day of school. it was so fucked up. dude, they fucked up my schedule so badly... if the schedule is the way it should be, i would be in my first 3 classes with sam, including stagecraft. and....get this....it turns out, that in two of those classes, Mr. X is in them!!!!!! ARGH!! they fucked up my schedule even more than i thought! i could be in the class with him. and he would see how cool i am, then fall madly in love with me, then marry me....whoa getting carried away. i almost cried today. i was walking and there he was. walking with his girl of the moment. and there i was....staring. he saw me. he looked at me...probably coz i was staring. why do i have love him? he is supposedly a jackass. why????!!! life is so cruel. i wish i could find someone who would like me back...