Listening to: pat benatar
Feeling: depressed
ok, i dont think ive ever been this depressed before in my life. yesterday was the worst. i normally go to bed at like 11 and i was so upset i went to bed at 8.
then since i couldnt sleep, at 9:30, i sat up, cried for like half an hour. it was bad.
i dont wanna go back to that place again. it even scared the shit out of my parents. just, not a pretty sight.
i want to die. im in the next "phase" of my depression. yesterday was the alone, suicidal phase. today, i feel like i need to talk. but still kinda wanna be alone.
always suicidal. i hate my life.
DuDe! you're getting too depressed. scary. we need to do more stuff on the weekends and shit. but we CAN'T if you kill yourself!
-sAM
i know exactly how u feel and i promise this will pass. eventually. i mean, i don't have a boyfriend either. just don't obsess and you'll be fine.
you MUST be depressed if you're listening to that shit. o well. it's better than gospel or something... i think...
-sAM
HELLO? R U THERE? I'm at the office listening to Marilyn Manson, which you should be doing too. Like DUH!
write back u ni ger.
i really need AIM