Listening to: Hurricanes game
Feeling: concerned
hm.
Kelly is confused and concerned right now.
I told my dad to go to hell two nights ago.
But my neighbor's father just killed himself.
I am mad at my dad
but I really don't want to be
becuase I am afraid to make him depressed
and I don't want that
I really don't want that
I told him I hated him
but I don't now
and I need to tell him that
I really do
but he grabbed me by the shoulders and yelled at me
It scared me
becuase when he grabbed my shoulders it hurt
and he has never done something like that before
I'm scared
and confused
and just plain sad..
my header picture...i know.....im so sorry kelly i remeber when i did that same thing to my dad when i was in 7th....he got real mad at me cause i beat up my brother.....he took me by the arm pushed me up ageighst the wall had me off the ground and yelled in my face, i then told him that he needed to go to hell and kneed him in the stomach and walked into my room, he backed down, stayed away from me for about a week and apologized then was happy.
sry sis
steve
that's so scary
Im always here,
Lil Bro
Steve
I'm sorry
and I don't have a date to my winter formal eaither. but mines not till febuary I think...
that's ok u don't know japenese. Although I think one of us should learn....sorry 'bout the fight. I remember once my dad got so mad at me, he threw a book at me, and screamed so hard his whole face was bright red. Then I ran upstairs and started cussing alot. I don't remember if it was too his face or not...either was he probably heard it.
ahh... we were trying to figure out who that was...